Wednesday, October 19, 2011

“There must be quite a few things that a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them.” ― Sylvia Plath

I am crazy about all things associated with a "bath"... Which, all of this thought on bathing reminded me of how happy I was in London when I found that the hotel had an incredibly deep, long tub to soak in ... and this brings me to going back to my posting on Fodors (under my fake name Stephanie) of my first London vacation... and it has made me quite "teary eyed" because it was such a wonderful experience!!!  There is so much enthusiasm - - - and so, I am going to revive it to this blog!

Thrilled to Have Gone to London!!!!
November 29, 2001
_Part One_


My son and I are back from a wonderful vacation to London. We never did make it to Bath,there was just too much to do in London and not enough time. Our first day we caught the Tube and headed to Kew where we met friends that live there and had tea in a little café that was wonderful. We then headed to Hampton Court Palace where I fell in love with England. I knew what to expect because of movies and books, but being there takes your breath away, you can just picture the Royal Barge pulling up on the Thames and Henry VIII standing there larger than life! It is just incredibly beautiful - all the autumn colors were at their prime! I had to take pictures of the statues of greyhounds, as I have something in common with Henry, I too love greyhounds! We took a tour, went through the kitchens, and I must say the men working there in the kitchens were very entertaining and informative (I wanted to stay with them all day)! My son now knows everything about how they cooked, the different spices, sweets, and different wine, ales, Mead, etc....he really thought it was rather cool! Thank goodness for my son’s wonderful sense of direction, we were able to get out of the maze, but when taking the tour through William III’s apartments in the palace he got tangled on the staircase (freak accident) and a very nice American stopped and untangled him!!



That evening - back in London - we hit the streets and started walking, I noticed a little dark winding lane with a neon sign that said Italian restaurant...so we went in to this little hole in the wall and had a delicious dinner (trout putanesca) and excellent service....we watched the football game on tv with others and enjoyed all the attention paid to us (especially kid who was named “Prince” for the evening)! The next day we went to the British Museum, sadly we did not see mummies as Room 60 was closed that day, but we did see the other ancient artifacts, funny how all the PBS shows and Discovery Channel have helped prepare us for our trip through the Museum as we recognized so much and some gave me goose bumps! But talking about goose bumps,the National Gallery! My favorites belonging to Monet and Van Gogh and Renoir!!! Oh how incredible - my nose just 8 inches from the real thing, those beautiful creations. Off to St. Martins to listen to a pianist and sit in the pews with the other homeless people seeking refuge from the bitter cold day outside....then a delicious little light lunch in the Crypt Café -
then hit the streets again - went to Westminster, Big Ben - Parliament, ran across Scotland Yard, the Queen’s guards that are just so pretty on their beautiful horses (wanted to kidnap one, until I saw what baby faces they had, too bad), 10 Downing Street (moved quickly from there due to the American tourists crowding the small space), and of course (not in actual order), Trafalgar Square and we were covered from head to toe with pigeons (fun for kid, not especially my cup of tea - waiting for photos, holding my breath that there is at least one incredible one of kidlet with birds)! We were able to eat at only ONE pub (The Plough) because they could scoot child upstairs to a dining room that was closed to hide him - they took pity on our drop dead with starvation faces, and fed us the best food - he had Fish n Chips with peas, I had a cheddar and apple chutney toasted sandwich - ok was it the hunger or was that the best sandwich I have ever eaten?? That night we hit Wagamamas....it was fun, cool looking, waiter was friendly, but I have a problem with wanting to be neat and clean when I eat and I was feeling rather messy slurping noodles and sloshing broth all over my face - okay the kid LOVED it - he ate all the squid out of my bowl, and then we left just in time for the dinner crowd to pack in. My feet were killing me, so a good soak cured that! Meanwhile we went shopping at Boots (comparable to our Walgreens), the Internet café sponsored by Nestle, and bought fresh fruit from a market on the corner (Oranges from South Africa are so scrumptious, juicy and sweet). 


November 29, 2001

Now my feet were worn to the bone, and I have been introduced to the cabs! UH OH!!!!! Forget the tube!!!! I am spoiled rotten - cabbies calling me Lovey or Ducky and giving us narrated tours as they drive us to our destinations....helping us pick out a good restaurant in Chinatown, you name it, they were extremely helpful and again, wanted to take them home with me! Well lets change that, I wanted to go home with them! 

Feeling energetic woke up one morning and put on our walking shoes and headed to Hyde Park. We stopped at the little visitor’s cottage at the gate (near Rotten Row) to see if they had a map or advice. The gentleman that worked there invited us in and he chatted with us for quite awhile and helped us figure what we wanted to see and do and we bought a map from him. I was definitely charmed by this man, as I was charmed with everything and everyone in London. Yes, I am sickeningly sweet on London. We walked through Hyde Park, Kensington Gardens to Kensington Palace where we toured and went and had tea at the Orangery looking out over the garden...very quaint and pretty and the tea helped warm our bones, it was cold and damp that day. I met a couple in the park with a Saluki. It made me miss my greyhound at home, and also he was so pretty I now want a Saluki to be a companion for my "greythound!" They told me I could not have him, so I hung my head down and walked sadly away... After tea we got lost! Could not find the tube station and ended up in Nottinghill where a businessman on his way home from a busy day walked us to the station (okay, sorry but I have NEVER encountered such wonderfully helpful people here in Florida, as I did in London, making it ever more fascinating). [end of part one]

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

" Life has been some combination of fairy-tale coincidence and joie de vivre and shocks of beauty together with some hurtful self-questioning." ~Syliva Plath

Poor Sylvia Plath - she had such talent, but ...a sad life, sad ending...

I have my moments of sadness, self-pity, but they never last long - for some reason, I have always been able to find "Joie de Vivre" in a simple view of my surroundings, a conversation with friends or family, an email, a walk outside where I will see a beautiful bird, or to see the little family of turtles that live in the lake behind my condo - they sunbathe on a huge log that goes out over the water - sitting all in a row, about 5 of them in different sizes, with their little necks stretched out to the sky, how can one not see the Joy of Life in such a sight?

I am having certain anxiety issues for my son, who is having difficulties in college and dealing with homesickness. I want to scoop him up as though he were my little boy and protect him and make everything "right"... but he's turning 21 yrs. old and needs to learn about making right choices... I'll always be here for him... but at the moment, I am hoping and praying he can get through this rough spot with his schooling without my interference; he always has my support and love!

So dealing with anxiety, and needing to go to a "happy place" - last night I had the perfect evening!  I curled up on the bed in comfy pajamas, turned on the new Masterpiece Mystery, Case Histories with the ever so sexy and good looking Jason Isaacs (with his normal hair color, not that blonde mess he had in Harry Potter),  and Habibi, with his new Lion Hairdo, curled up with me - and while I watched my show, I just sat and played with the tip of his Lion's Tail - the fur is cut to look just like one and it is so soft and silky - my cat and I in a comfortable haven, a simple world of our own... he's definitely a Therapy Cat!!!  He makes me laugh and smile with his funny squished (but you have to tell him, very handsome) face, and he soothes my anxiety or sadness with his purrs and presence... If I ever do meet someone again and have a serious relationship, I cannot imagine the "issues" Habibi and I will go through at first!  Habibi has issues with jealousy when the Kid is home for break from school... he does not like to share me, honestly, they both don't like to share me...

I am over the Bronchitis and have control over my asthma - finally.  With a squirt squirt of expensive nasal spray medicine, puff puff of another very expensive inhaler, and then a swallow of an outrageously overpriced pill for my acid reflux issue, I am feeling 100% better!!!!!  BUT, I have to stay away from places that are "smoky" or where the air quality is not "good" for the moment, so as to not trigger a relapse.  Right now we are in the midst of a tropical depression dumping rain on us - and to last for several days, possibly a week, per forecasters... so the air should be cleaned of most pollutants...other than mold - that's a killer here...but I can deal with that with a pop of Zyrtec... I am still a walking pharmacy, but at least I function!!!!

Friday, September 23, 2011

"Let us always meet each other with a smile, for the smile is the beginning of love."... Mother Theresa

I have been very sick, scary too.  I finally, last week, made an appointment with the doctor and said "Look, I am still sick" and he took notice - he did a test on my oxygen levels, and sure enough it was low - low enough that I had a choice, go home to bed and take all these medicines or be admitted to the hospital.  I went home and went to bed for a week.  I had been sick with a virus and sinus infection, complications from Hay Fever, add smoky air from Wild Fires in the area, and then that kicked in my asthma, topping it with Bronchitis.  I have taken Prednisone (steroid), Cipro and Biaxin (antibiotics), Dulera, Spiriva, and Combuvent (inhalers), TrexBrom (cough syrup), and Rescon (antihistamine) ... I am a walking pharmacy.  I went back this week for a check-up and I am still coughing, having issues... so I see the pulmonary specialist on Monday.  My oxygen levels are "better" but they are still below normal.  I think not getting oxygen may be the reason I've been so listless, sleepy, lazy feeling, and depressed.  I wish there was an oxygen bar around, like they have in Las Vegas at the Casinos!!!!  

That would be the best medicine - a trip to Vegas - the dry desert air - the oxygen bars - the gambling - the nice hotel room - relaxing, fun and laughs!!! Oh I can dream on.....

Well... on to other things... there's always that question that comes up now and then, "If you could have dinner with "anyone" - living or deceased - who would it be?"

You know... I'd love to say my deceased loved ones, but ... honestly, if it is going to be someone I don't know... it would be Mother Theresa.  I hope they add her to the list of Saints.  I cannot imagine giving myself, as she did, to so many sick people, and living day in and day out with that poverty and depressing environment - yet, she obviously did not see it that way... and that is why I'd have loved to have had a chance to meet someone so special...

Sunday, September 4, 2011

All Things Girlie

Today I spent a good 2-3 hours sniffing and spraying perfumes, testing different make-up, checking out every kind of make up brush, applicators, hair tonics, shampoos, body washes... you name it... with my best friend.  She said "We look like prostitutes" as we walked out of the store with our little black Sephora bags.  If only I could win a prize where I could spend a few thousand dollars - I'd buy all the Dior make up I love, and my favorite perfumes and ... they sell Bumble and Bumble hair products now - my favorite...

It was the perfect day!!!  Gray and off and on showers, humid and icky out, and it didn't bother me, I was in Heaven...

If we had not spent so much time in Sephora, our next stop would have been DSW to scan the Clearance racks... but, they were closing.  Shoe shopping comes second to make up and perfumes...


Wednesday, August 31, 2011

My Rambling Thoughts for Today....

I watched "Queen of Play" last night with Kevin Kline and Sandrine Bonnaire, a movie filmed in Corsica.  I had been waiting for this movie to come out in rental, as it never did play in the theaters near me.  


The dialogue- simple, the setting - simple, the characters - simple, the story - simple, and to me it made for the most beautiful and heart-warming film!  I now want to move to Corsica!!!!  I want Madame Bonnaire's "chicness"... and of course, I'd love to share Mr. Kline's character's Maison with either Mr. Kline or a look-a-like!  I kid not - I find him extremely attractive in his messy, rag tag, bearded -wild haired look!!! (He was my crush after seeing "French Kiss")






It's funny how 10 years ago, the thought of going to France petrified me.  I was worried about how I'd have to dress, speak, act, where would I stay, how rude would the citizens be, etc.  I told my parents my fear when they were suggesting I should go with the kid on my next big vacation (those many years ago).  My dad said "There are jerks no matter where you go, what better are they than anyone else, to let that be something to keep you from going?"... I went... I fell in love... Paris was amazing, but even more amazing the second time when I hired a private tour guide and customized the tour to fit what we wanted to see and do in such a short time - - - it was amazing!  But, that was just Paris.  (I can count the rude people of Paris on one hand - a police woman, a waiter, and the woman behind a counter in a patisserie).. and why do a lot of Europeans feel it is okay to "stare"?  My German friend said "Sabrina, they are staring at your beauty!" - that doesn't help!  He's "German" and has a crush on me.


Then when driving around Belgium, towards Luxembourg, the kid and I got sidetracked many times, and ended up crossing the border into France a few times... 




Nobody was rude, some of the little villages with the stone/brick homes decorated with overflowing, colorful flower boxes, was enchanting!!  Even if I could not speak to the locals, a smile was our universal language.. 


As my mind wanders:


I think the reason I love Belgium so much - it's got a little bit of Dutch, a (very) little bit of German, and a little bit of French...all mixed up - and all their best qualities into one small package.    

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

‎"You can't stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes." — A.A. Milne (Winnie-the-Pooh)


I was home doing house chores, stripping the bed, and this wild furry thing is trying to attack me, this is him waiting to get me from the foot of my bed.  I chased him back and forth through the house, laughing at the top of my lungs over how silly he was and how much of a nutter he makes me!!!

After dealing with the "Meanies &Uglies" at the office all day, I come home to the Habibi... the ever-so-charming and terrorizing ball of fluff.


Saturday morning ... my very energetic, crazy friend, Troy, had me up early and at the gym for Body Sculpting class and Spinning class.  Let's just say, Monday morning when I got to work, I could not lift my arms... they were so sore.  Now it's Tuesday, the soreness is gone, and there's the email from Troy, "Hey chickarica!  Are we going to the gym tonight?"... My gym bag is packed and in the car... going to be sore tomorrow!!!!

I fell off the Non-Carbohydrate Wagon...  I admitted it to a friend, and she said "What did you eat?"... I replied, "Some Multigrain Pita Chips with seafood salad"... Her reaction was "Oh YUCH, I thought you bought a dozen Krispy Kreme Donuts and I could come over and share!!!"   Yeah, that's the support I get from my best friend!!!


How I used to believe in Romance!!!!  I am SO JADED!!!!!  When I was just around 30 yrs. old, and working at a prestigious local law firm with another friend of mine... she scoffed at me for the romance novels I would read on break.  She said they'd make me believe that all that "romance" was real and that I would be disappointed.  That the only way I'd have a lasting relationship would be to not have such high expectations of that Prince Charming whisking me away on his trusty steed and living HAPPILY EVER FOREVER.

Nowadays, I don't really believe that there's no such thing as romance, I just don't believe I have the tools to pick Prince Charming out of the loads of frogs floating in the pond outside... and so I'm wary...untrusting... and SINGLE.

I have got to get out more often...  This weekend I was watching television and just started thinking, hmmm, I wonder how Hans is?  He had sent me a short email saying he was moving, and then nothing...and that was months ago.  I was just falling asleep, and the phone rings, it's Hans... saying that on Sunday he had gone to the Whole Foods by my house and thought "I need to give Sabrina a call..."  He called - he told me about having to move, the neighborhood he moved to, and that when he had some money he'd like to take me out again... {{yah yah yah}}

Another guy who has lead me to believe he likes me a lot, and I've gone out with "ONCE"... writes me a message that we need to go out and do something sometime... I tell him, Call me... never hear from him... only messages on Facebook ... {{he's recently divorced with 2 young children, 2 college kids and living with his parents}}

My ex-boyfriend I really fell for, that broke my heart, and I should be thinking "Good Riddance" has been slowly instant messaging me more and more each week.  Seems when he's bored at work, I'm entertainment... I don't get enthusiastic, but I can find myself getting "hopeful"... and then I back off... way off... {{he is too far away and obviously not that 'into' me}}

So... I am going to make sure to tell my friends - - - bring on the party invitations, I want to get out ... I'm never going to meet someone interesting by working, sitting at home with Habibi, and so far, Mafia Wars hasn't proved to be too forthcoming of a date - unless I want to travel far, far away - the interesting ones all live in Germany or Denmark - even a few in Sweden that sound quite fun.... I do believe it is time to realize I have to find someone in my own backyard - and stop looking for the unavailable and unreachable...

Who knows... maybe I'll meet someone at the gym!!!

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

I've been on a diet for two weeks and all I've lost is fourteen days. ~Totie Fields

Inside some of us is a thin person struggling to get out, but they can usually be sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake.  ~Author Unknown


It's time to get things started...

I've shipped the kid back off to his dorm in South Florida to start his Sophomore year in college...

I've finally sold the albatross around my neck (my house), and now I no longer have that stress and anxiety or worry... it's sold, the new owners love it, and though sad to say a final goodbye - it's gone!!!!!  Hip Hip Hooray!!!!

And, now, cleaning the Holy Sabrina House - my body... I've started on a low carbohydrate diet... cut out bread, rice, pasta, potatoes and anything with added sugar... I've begun exercising and reprogramming myself to be happy, healthy, and active... 

Out goes the bad, and here comes?  We'll have to see... two months I will be back at the doctor's and see what difference it has made in the ever rising glucose and triglycerides... caused from sugar/starch consumption and lack of exercise.  

So far, so good... have slept like a baby, have had more energy... I feel like the lethargic fog and funk I've been in - is finally starting to lift...

Hello Lettuce Wraps, Salads, Egg White-Veggie Omelets, fresh fruit, and Green Tea ...

Goodbye Diet Soda, Bread, Spaghetti, and whatever bad stuff I have been eating...